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Compartmentalize

by jordan collins

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1.
Calloused hips and dried out lips From everyone that I faked love with Empty heart but not empty compartments As I compartmentalize Last night I fell in love again For the millionth time this year Just another Monday I want you to stay I hate to be alone I can't get any more honest than this Breathe air in and breathe you out Could I ever forgive myself For the things I cannot seem to say aloud Trigger pulled I hope your proud That night I fell out of love again For the first time you took it all Just another memory I wanted you to leave You stole my innocence Can't get any more honest Than this Maybe it was all my fault Did I lead you on did I lead you there Maybe these words are useless Self worth has no grip on me It just slips right through These cracks that sever me Maybe it was all my fault Or did I carry the weight of your sin this far
2.
White Sands 04:48
White sands draw me in Like a warm, warm bed Comatose, give me rest Give me rest My lungs collect dust From the things I'm not proud of My throat is an open Open grave So I'll spit it out in hope That you're proud Fill me with holy water This salty air I breathe Lungs open heart is ready I want to recover And receive Draw your plans before me In the sands I'll be waiting Awakened with fear The roar of it all sits beside me So I'll soak it in the end I'm just dust Fill me with holy water Cleansed now you drown out my sin I want to recover Draw me in Draw me in
3.
26 Days 03:36
It's been 26 days I can't escape Your marble eyes, sweet face It's been a blur These days go by I feel this emptiness Always by my side All this time I feel the sun Where the Turia meets Mediterranean Say you'll be there by the sea I feel connected Where the oceans meet It's been 36 days I can't escape Your marble eyes, sweet face I'm rendering these memories Of cigarette lips, ripped up jeans And that sweatshirt I never thought I'd keep It's the first time I've been this honest Honestly I want to keep you around All this time, I feel the sun Where the Turia meets Mediterranean Say you'll be there, by the sea I feel connected Where the oceans meet
4.
Alone 04:09
I am alone again The silence eats away my skin When I am with him I feel happier than I've ever been Who am I to say your mine You weren't even there that time That I felt like I could die Now my heart is on the line My head is spinning Can you stop this pain This is me now Am I different than you knew Who am I to say your mine You weren't even there that time That I felt like I could die Now my heart is on the line You're the one I want for time I told you that a million times Now you're walking away I Sit here and cry Who am I now Is it myself that I can't find You know I miss you Today more than yesterday Who am I to say your mine You weren't even there that time That I felt like I could die Now my heart is on the line You're the one I want for time I told you that a million times Now you're walking away I Sit here and cry
5.
Winter Air 04:35
Winter air I want you to be healthy again I want you to speak calmly Lay my voice softly at your feet You push it away kick dirt in my face I'm cleansed I'm cleansed You're winter air in June Freezing my lungs Freezing my lungs You're oxygen on the moon There's never enough of you You're winter air in June Freezing my lungs Freezing my lungs You're oxygen on the moon There's never enough of you
6.
Ghosts 03:50
This ghost in my bones only comes around So often When he does he brings a match And gasoline Your lips they were the alcohol Ignite me Strike a match on your mouth Watch me burn As far as I know these ashes last forever I've spread the across so many Oceans and seas The tide always washes them back The air tastes of poison I swear I taste your cool breath in the breeze Now I'm drunk on these words Claiming change is easy All it takes is an empty hand And open mind I know this type well you'll never be happy Always reaching for something to clear Your narrow mind As far as I know these ashes last forever I've spread the across so many Oceans and seas The tide always washes them back The air tastes of poison I swear I taste your cool breath in the breeze
7.
Summer Fever 03:42
With life like the summer You wait and it's overrated But you're like the summer fever Burning a fire in my chest Let's take this forrest fire and set it ablaze in my bed I miss the feel of feeling and I've stopped calling sadness my friend Once I slowed down this Life stopped running and Time is elusive now That I quit counting and I felt the chords of death as they Wrapped around my body and My heart was tied by my Self destructive living Keep dancing in your language when I'm Still learning how to play dead Be my logic when I'm Swimming so deep in my head These four padded walls have me Wasted on shared oxygen Once I slowed down this Life stopped running and Time is elusive now That I quit counting and I felt the chords of death as they Wrapped around my body My heart was tied by my Self destructive tendencies I'm on my way down from this Mountain made for hiking and The sun breathed new life Unconsciousness is fading away Fading away Fade away
8.
Purify 03:40
All I am is where my soul resides Purify my lips, sanctified Replace this taste of emptiness I've filled all my insides I'll search my heart and be silent If I'm being honest, I'd rather go my own way The moon directs the tide I feel the pull in my heart But have I gone too far I come back time and time again All I am is where my soul resides Purify my lips they taste like sweet wine If I'm being honest, I'd rather go my own way If I'm being honest, I destroy myself everyday

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released November 6, 2017

Produced by Matt Novesky at Orb Recording Studios

Track "Purify" features:
Matt Novesky (Blue October)
Joseph Milligan (Anberlin)
Butch Wade (Wonderbitch)

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